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hey guys.
um. ya. bad day today.
almost got my car towed today. hehe.. ya. parked on the side and for some reason i guess they have this new policy where they tow cars, don't ask i dont know. but it didnt. ... watson moved it in time. hehe. my baby is so sweet. hehehe.
um. ya. then my onecard [my id card thing at school] didnt work, so i went to the onecard office, and they were all like um ya, you aren't registered for classes and you withdrew from the school, so you are like not here, you don't exist. so i had to go fix that.. .. it was like the third time that this happened, so i didnt know what was wrong.. anywys. .. i can buy food now and go to the gym and get into my freakin dorm.
i think thats all. i missed two meetings today. im so bad. .. a club meeting and im on e-board. and i missed my staff meeting at work. oh well.. they said id get written up, but i just saw my supervisor and he said it was ok. hehe.
um ya. already thurs. i need to study.. hehe... ahhh. tomorrow is big midterm.. and then i have to go this stupid inservice thing tomorrow for work. from 3-5. then i work from 6-8...it sucks so bad. ..
oh well. i might go buy my watch tomorrow... robinson's may is having a sale tomorrow. 25% off. hehe.. yes!!
ok talk to you guys laters.
thank you .. for commenting [ you know who you are.]
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[23 Feb 2005|07:05pm] |
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hey guys.
i haven't written in a long ass time.
daMN.. i have so much shit now like. thefacebook, myspace, xanga, livejournal, and.. i think thats it. hehe but ya... i barely keep up with any of them.
i hope all is well. .. im ok. just.. carrying a long.......hehe
miss all of you!!
talk to you laterz.
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[27 Nov 2004|04:09pm] |
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hello everyone.
this is the one and only mia rose. i am sitting here in this wonderful new chatsworth public library.. its so nice.. here. it just opened.. i have been waiting for like 5 years for this damn place to open and it has. i am so excited. anywho, um i haven't written in awhile.. i doubt that people even read my livejournal..then again.. i haven't written anything so they cant read anything.. but wow a lot has been happening..
first off, i think i told everyone i was pledging for a sorority.. and.. ya. like. i depledged.. it just wasn't for me.. the people just didn't care. like it sucked.. really bad.. to me, they didnt care.. like.. it was just annoying.. it was like a cult or something.. i serously.. did have respect for this one person, and like i dont know we just dont talk anymore, which really sucks, but i dont know.. ive tried to mend things.. but she hasn't called back yet.. i mean i dont know what else she wants me to do.
im kind of mad at a lot of people.. not mad just like.. upset.. shocked.. at what some people can do. some people are so cruel, i mean its just inhumane sometimes.. seriously. its just not nice ya know? i dont know..
i might transfer. i dont need to go to LMU law school anyways. why do i need to go to lmu. thats bull. maybe i can transfer to UCLA. hehe. u think that is better? i made all these new friends.. i mean LMU isnt like a small small school, but it isn't as big as UCLA either. i have to pull up my grades a little. i might transfer.. my junior year.. so. ya .. that way i can have great grades.. and transfer and maybe get a lot of finaid.
well, thats later. i dont know
im just worried about something right now, just seriously, like worried, i shoudln't worry about anything, i know, but its just i dont know its just there ya know? the fact that im at school, and they are there. these group of all girls all hate me, because of misconceptions. they've known me for 10 weeks, and they don't KNOW me.. and they still JUDGE ME..and assume things. its not fair.. i dont know even my own best friend.. caught herself.. assuming things and saying things.. i just dont know what to do anymore. im just saddened. im not happy anymore at LMU, im happy in general.. but i dont know. im not like that.. things like this have happened to me.. back in 8th grade. hehe. and i handled it.. actually it was 7th. but i held it out for another year, the fact that those "girls" were leaving.. but this is different.. only some are leaving.. some of them.. the mean ones are still gonna be there.. im seriously not like that.. im stronger than that. i just dont know. this whole sorority thing.. isnt it supposed to give you an experience... make you happy, but it hasn't it just made things worse, for me.
like i said , im happy in general, im free. im free. but not really. free from what? that? the sorority, that guilded cage? true. but im not free from their stares, their whisperings, their many stabs in my back. its just wrong.
one last thing : choose wisely if you want to join an organization such as that. choose wisely. research.. ahh.
another thing : choose your FRIENDS wisely.... they have much of an influence.
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ok, wow.
so i am in the computer lab here at LMU..in the library..and i haven't updated in the longest time.. ive updated on xanga.. and stuff.. and i guess there is this new thing called thefacebook, which is so cool. anywho.. ive been doing that.. there is not much to do... on thefacebook but poke people and stuff. hehe i dont know.. hmm lets see..school is ok.. i swear i was failing my math class.. but iono. maybe she added all the grades and i wasnt doing so bad afterall... lets see.. one last debut on saturday the 23rd.. im so excited..cuz the hiphop dances are like pimp like... ya.. my homies RAY RAY and ADAM.. made em' up.. except for one.. one was from my homegrl JEN.. oh man.. pimp ass.. lets see.. uh.. i think thats it..
also.. i have a four day weekend...
tonite im pickin up my homegruls from florida.. JACKIE AND MONICA WAH WAH. so excited.
also.. im pledging for a sorority CHI DELTA THETA..and like. rite now im seriously thinkin about depledging because.. not that its hard.. i just cant handle their bullshit.. of concepts and ideas..like. i mean i "correspond with their objective" but like.. not with their freakin way of thinking.. like. last nite just totally pissed me off..and im not even on good terms with my big sis.. so i dont even know whats going on. its just.. like pissing me off..and i dont know im really gonna think hard about what... to do.. and where im going with this..and if i really really want this.. my boyfriend, WATSON. like.. wasnt really cool with me pledingin the beginning.. but now he is..and he thinks im like complainin for whatever. but i dont know.. ahh. whatevers
im like hella typing fast.. damn .. haha. whoa. hahaha. i dont know. im bored.. one of my pledge sisters is sitting right next to me.. JOANNE...
say hi joanne: HIIII!
ya. ok. bye bye for now.
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[20 Sep 2004|12:26am] |
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this is an update.
nothing much. happened. im in school from monday-fri. and friday nite im usually in the valley. i got a job in the library at school. tues and thurs. 8-11..and fri. 2-4.. my classes are ok. i need to talk to my advisor about my major and what i should do with my life. anywho.. i did the photoshoot thing..like laura.. did. hehe. wow. weird experience. i mean those people are weird. but it was a free photoshoot.. so what the heck.. so i did. and the pictures are here.... i will post them soon.. uh.. lets see.. i think thats it.. live as a LION. is ok.... food ok.. im joinin a sorority... or im pledging right now.. its kinda hard.. or hard work. i guess i should say..time consuming.. but fun. hehe. i cant. wait..i hope i will be a CHI DELTA THETA soon.. we'll see... uh.. ya..so. hmm. ya im listenin to jap music on my roomy's stereo. hehe. on full blast. she isn't here. she desnt care i hope.. she had three people sleep in our room the other nite..and they were prollie using the TV and the DVD player.. whatever. . thats what its here for.
this weekend. i didnt do anything. i stayed in bed. with my babie.. and we watched korean soaps.. we saw passion of christ together.. he was "emotionally struck" by it.......
i guess my bf and. my friend ray. are like soo close now..and they are getting an apt together. its kinda cool i guess. i dont know when they got that close. but anywho.............
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so like..............tired
im drinking a HI-C.. "torrential tropical punch"........
now i have to write my paper..........bye bye
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[06 Sep 2004|12:57pm] |
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I came home for the labor day weekend... so let's see I got my toes done, because the stupid boots I wore to the Knitting Facotry did a number on my feet.. I got my eyebrows done.. and. I saw Hero.. .. that was pretty good.. somewhat confusing. but.. it was alright.. the fighting was .. always a plus..
sunday, I had debut practice from 3-8 .. but i came at like 4 and left at 630.. and then I had sushi with the family.. and then.. we washed our cars.. mine and my moms.. and i got soaking wet... I took a shower.. watson took a shower.. and then my stepdad calls me and asks if I'd like to go gambling.. at Chumash.. so i said hell yes. and watson said hell yes.. and then we were on our way..
on the way.. we stopped at a 76..and I decided to get a scracth off card thing.. and I won 50.00!
I went to the casino.. not much luck, because I dont know how to work the slot machines.. I'm better at the black jack tables.. Personally.
We came home at 7am. I slept. woke up. left for school... and I am here .. its 1pm.. and I am waiting for my future sorority sister to get back.. so we can go chill!
I think that is it!!
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[01 Sep 2004|09:31am] |
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so college started.... today is the 1st of september. and.. it officially started. i actually learned something in polisci class today... THE 5 PRINCIPLES OF A POLITICAL SCIENTIST.. it went by so fast... compared to those 85 minute classes i was having in high school..and i took ap government and im just like. OMG. but ya. i have theology and english next . theology at 1100 to 1150. and english at 1200 to 1250. so ya. not much of a break.. pretty reasonable .. thats what i got in high school... at 15 minute break.. between classes...
i dropped a class.. american cultures. just too hard. not wanting to jeopardize my grades. cuz i need scholarships next year. my mom not paying for anything.
my babes has been comin over here a lot. which is awesome. but he comes late with ray ray. they are like inseparable. its crazy.
my babes and i had a fast food adventure too. i got lost ... i wanted to go mcdonalds. but i went to LAX instead.. and. finally found mcdonalds. went to taco bell..missed the entrance. made a uturn. waited forever. bought my food. got lost. came back to dorm. and ate. and washed up. and left. and chilled with pam and ray. and. came back. and had fun. and i slept and he left.. i dont know when. i knocked out. and ya. hehe. i love my baby.
my roommate : sherie. she's awesome...she is def. a really cool gal
one of her friends..DANIEL thought that our school was jewish. but. its catholic. ya.
ok. movin right along
gonna get some shut eye...
bye.
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[27 Aug 2004|10:49pm] |
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this is horrible!
i'm sick of this!
i'm tired!
dying. slowly. dying.
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[27 Aug 2004|10:42pm] |
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dorm room looks like shit.
i woke up this morning. came out of the shower, turned on the tv... and saw a DELL commerical.. so.. the first thing i see is a freshman......walk into his room.. and see his bed [a LOFT ] fall into smitherines. now.. i have a loft bed configuration... in my dorm room.
that is all.
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[25 Aug 2004|06:58pm] |
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Did a whole lot of nothing.
woke up late
got ready late
watched napolean dynamite ON TIME.
came home...now on the internet.
boring day.
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[24 Aug 2004|12:21am] |
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my friend ray called me up today to go eat lunch with him and a couple of our other friends. they started school today so i guess it was a treat for them.. they all go to csun, except for my friend pam and I. we dont start school until next monday. i'm so scared.
anyways. thats all i did. eat sushi. packed some more.
a part of me cant wait until fri.
and a part of me just wants to stay home. i guess just because i dont want to go to school and i dont want to move period. its going to be soo hard moving a TV, small bookshelf, 2 big boxes, 2 small boxes, a suitcase, and im hopinh my IKEA chair.. but i dont know.. it might have to stay home.. depending.. on.. ya.. jst depends.
school. my first class :POLITICAL SCIENCE - 800~850AM.
OMG. ... this is torture. at least it isn't too long. i remember in high school they are 85 minute classes...
steph and i were thinking.. isn't it weird talking about high school in the past tense ?
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[22 Aug 2004|10:41pm] |
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will no one help me? no one at all?
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[21 Aug 2004|10:30pm] |
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here are some pictures i took when i went to the promenade mall... kinda cute..don't you think?
i love this picture. this is my hubby and i. i love him to death. he's amazing. KISSES!
here is my best and friend... and I. hehe
she is my bestest bestest friend in the whole wide world.
here is us doin .PUSS y BOOTS.. face.. from shrek2
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[18 Aug 2004|06:55pm] |
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didn't do much today.
woke up at 1pm. hehe. took a shower and went over to my friend abby's house to do some hippity hop.. i think that is it. now i am at home with my best friend pam. she is using my computer to change her classes... so ya.. i am in my stepdad's room doing my own thang. so ... and my dog is ... i dont know what she's doing. but she's a cutie pie.. my friend think she looks like an otter, but i don't think so. hehe. wow im rambling. whatever. ..
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[15 Aug 2004|10:17pm] |
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woke up
took a shower
put on makeup
threw away trash at mcdonals.
hopped on the 118 w.
went to my friend katrina's house..
debut practice
hip hop practice
came home
watched THE CURSE OF THE EXORCIST on E!
took a shower
continued watching
made food
ate it
watched TV
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slept.
that was my day.
my day tomorrow will be even more boring
quote of the day : " I already shaked it" - katrina
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[14 Aug 2004|09:41pm] |
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as stated in the title.. ive been having this customizing frenzy.. as in.. i'm going freakin crazy over customizing my journal. it's not been listening to me.. so i had to ask the customizing guru : krystle.
she does all my customizing.. most of the time.. she said that i had to grow up.. and learn to customize myself...
so.. here i am... at 942pm... about to customize my colors.
gnite.
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[08 Aug 2004|11:30pm] |
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work.
ate chili dogs.
left.
went to brian's house.
went to 7-11.
went to adam's house.
left. [without bf]
got mad.
got milkshake from mcdonalds.
people thought i ran them over. [which i so freakin didn't omg. im so mad]
no, i'm gonna tell the story.. because i'm so mad right now.. so there are these to twon homes.. one on the left and one on the right.. its like one big townhome.. but there are about 13 units on each side. so there are these two units.. 23 and 9 i think.. and like. they are right ACROSS from eachother... and they are ALWAYS outside drinkin beer.. at nighttime. ALWAYS. i'm so not kidding.. so.. tonite.. i come home already upset.. im going into my gate.. the lights on my car aren't working.. or they are.. but my backuplights which are my high beams.. are the only lights that are working.. so i have highbeams on [its a problem need to get it fixed] and i mean no one can miss my car.. i mean c'mon my freakin high beams are on.. so i always have to drive towards the left... side of the complex so i can swing into my garage.. ya know? so.. they are all gathered on the left side.. they obviously see a car coming.. don't move.. they aren't like completey in the middle .. but.. pretty much in front of my car.. but i was more to the right side.. cuz i'm not gonna like go to the far left where i can hit em'... and stuff.. and like wow, so i'm like right there and the old lady looks at me all pissy and then i look at her, i pass her, and the daughter is all like "was that really necessary?" and i'm like ummm ok ? and.. i just left.. and i went into my garage... so ya.. I'M SO UPSET ABOUT THAT.........AHH. YOU HONESTLY THINK I'M GONNA RUN PEOPLE OVER. .. YOU HONESTLY THINK I COULDN'T SEE THEM.. I HAD MY FUCKIN HIGH BEAMS ON!!! i mean geeeez!! ahhhhhhhhh!
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[07 Aug 2004|08:47pm] |
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i woke up today.... no work.. so it was pretty cool... uh.. i don't know ate some guacamole and chips.. oh ya .. it was 1111am.. ... i talked to.. ray, mat, steph, pam... went online so many times.. watched CN..[cartoon network].. i don't know did a whole lot of nothing... and then.. my babie came... did nothing... went swimming.. bbq'ed..
drank.
vaccumed my room.....filed my.. important documents... i bought two portfolios.. one for LMU and one for.. just whatever purposes.. and filed all my papers... gosh i have so much shit. i need to just like throw them out.. cuz ya.. i don't know. i have a lot of crap.. at the moment i think its important.. but not really .. i dont know.. magazines.. and stuff.. is there any place.. where i can give my magazines to someone? i dont know. .. i have a lot of shoe boxes too... i dont know what to do with shoe boxes.. no.. you know what i really need..i need a fuckin shoe rack.. IM GOING SHOPING FOR LMU.. omg. im excited. but i dont feel like packing.. SERIOUSLY.. id ont feel like packing.. omg.. this is soo annoying.. i want to do like a spring cleaning.. i did.. spring cleaning with likle.. my clothes already.. i donated 5 bags.. of clothes.. to the goodwill... yes.. im looking at my room right now.. DAMN shoe boxes... those shoe boxes.. OMG...
my babie..is playing xbox right now... he's like so into this..
i think ive gained weight.. this is sooo not cool.. i dont think im FAT.. but like. wow.. id ont know. my stomach is like protruding.. which is soo not cool.........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im a hefffffffferrrrrrrrr!
bai bai
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[05 Aug 2004|11:40pm] |
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so ya. bottom line.
i have cable now FINALLY. cable on my computer .. cable on my tv. and digital cable downstairs. with a DVR machine. i can stop. fastforward. rewind. pause. play. SO FREAKIN COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. MTV OH YA. sorry first time having cable. lil' excited . forgiv me
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[05 Aug 2004|11:35pm] |
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so it was my birthday. my 18th to be exact. though today is the 5th, my bday was the 3rd.
the whole day was such a blur, because I woke up, got ready , went to the bank , deposited money , came home, waited. my babie came, we went to the mall, spent 150.00 at abercrombie because i'm stupid and it was my bday.
left.
got into his car, blindfolded me, drove around until i had to pee. went on the paddle boat thingies where there are two people and you paddle ya. for two minutes. left. he wasted 9 dollars. carried me somewhere. he said are you ready? i said um ok. [thought we were gonna go pick up his mom] un "folded" me.
SURPRISE!
cried.
wow.
i don't have any pictures yet, but i will soon.
had bbq, tacos, cake, drinks, music, talked about 18 year old stuff,
went to justice's. slept. went to 7-11 bought me a scratch off thingie. lost.
made taco salad. went to sleep. [kinda]
THAT WAS MY DAY.
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